erm. i have only killed cockroaches and ants b4. when i mustered
up to kill this cockroach, i killed it. very satisfying. i whacked
and whack and whacked it with smth, till it was half dead. then i
sprayed a bit of baygone, then while it was still alive, i squashed
its "pouch" containing eggs to bits. then after it was dead, i hit
and hit and hit to my heart's content. very fulfilling.
and then there's the microwaving of ants etc.
i once saw a dog being killed alive overseas.
and a pig too.
guilt, but savage pleasure.
lol.